23th of February
I feel very meaningless. I have lost interest in music.
I don't know why. Its always my dream to be
a pianist. Now that I have lost the interest..I really
don't know what to do. I am dreading to go for
piano lessons. I feel so dumb.What has happen to me?
I have lost my confidence..Today was really a bad day.
Where were you when I needed you?
I am so silly..what a question to ask when you don't even
know I like you. I really want to lean on your shoulder
for once..I knew that it wouldn't happen..I am just dreaming.
Even when you smile to me..it will make my day feel right.
My only request to you..is that don't treat me so invinsible.
Can?
Nobody knows how much you mean to me..
Whats wrong? Can don't show black face? What you
want me to do?..(This person is not from my class)
Anything I do you also black face. Its very miserable.
Can you treat me like normal people? I am a human being.
I AM HUMAN BEING! NOT A TOY TO THROW AWAY
WHEN YOU ARE FEELING DOWN!
Laimin<33
I like me with you.
4:33 PM