Me&you(:

it's never your fault.
it's always my fault.
don't want to admit your mistake?
if you don't wake up,
you are going to make more mistakes in the future.

i am quite moody this few days.
i don't know what got over me.
anyway, i am going to find ways to do things.
orelse i am going to like bored.

i rmbed hazel asked me what is my last wish
before i die,
my answer is, i want to see my cousin.

so what is your answer?
championship?

anyway, i got third for road relay.
(iris, me, david, prenesh)
i did my best, so no regrets(:

from today onwards, need to study hard to achieve
good results for EOY.
i want to get A for everything.
but actions speak louder than words.
so need to work hard.

i am not going to care about you anymore.
cause it doesn't concern me.
it's doesn't matter to me now.

I like me with you.

9:48 PM

my results:
chinese-27.5/47
langsart-17/25
science-26/52
maths-34/50
geography-34.5/50

all passed and some improved[:

today got vertical challenge.
the girls won.
( jane, me, trisha and iris)
hahah. i am happy.

tmr, there is skipping performance
and road relay.

my leg is seriously very pain.
i don't know if i can run tmr.
what if i let down the class?
i don't know..
people are like:
wah, laimin you can run meh.

let me tell you.
it's not the problem whether can run or not.
nobody wanted to go, so i went.
i admit that i can't run fast,
but at least i will try my best right?
just stop it.
it's irritating.
i already don't care about the pain in my leg,
what more you want me to do?
run in 1 second?

i am really scared,
scared about road relay,
scared i ruin up the race.

i am not going to care if i lose,
cause i know i have tried my best.

I like me with you.

9:24 PM

yesterday was like running staircase and
running in stadium.
hahah. hope can improve my stamina.
actually supposed to go for skipping,
but then it was cancelled.
but i still going out to meet my friends(:

oh my gosh.
laimin is like going to cheong study everyday
starting from tomorrow(:
i hope to get A for every subject for EOY.
hahah. i hope leon, kenneth and hazel
wouldn't fall sick cause they ran with me
in the stadium in the rain.

next week would be a tiring with lots of activities.
i am sure i will enjoy it.

well, i am not sure why you did that,
to hurt my best friend.
i am sure you are guilty.
it's okay to make mistakes
but it's not okay to not admit your mistake.

my handphone hang..and hang..and hang!
i am so pissed! you suck!:D

my geo partner win me almost all subjects..
ahhh..i want to win him during EOY!
hahah.

my results:
chinese-27.5/47
langarts-17/25
science-26/50

my chinese is like
FREAKING, FREAKING, FREAKING, LOW!
what the fish..
i got like so low.

i am not blaming the teacher,
i just want to go back to mr ng's class.
my sec one results suck.
he is the teacher that pulled up my results.
now changed teacher, my result dropped again.
i really want to go back to mr ng's class.

your expctations are just too high.
you want to learn everything.
are you like crazy?
it's tired being friends with you.
the pressure..you 'll never understand.

okay, burbye:P

I like me with you.

10:33 AM

i am quite disappointed actually,
but it's alright.
i always tell myself:
it's okay.
god cherish and loves you.

i have also started to look at things on the
bright side. i hope it does works for me.
that's the only solution.

just leave me alone.
that's my problem, not yours.
i know you are trying to help,
but i think it's best that you don't care about me.
cause, i don't want to add on to your burden.
i know your kind intentions.
but, i will handle things myself.
don't worry about me, i will be fine.
and thanks for being there when i needed the comfort.

I like me with you.

6:29 PM

okay, i am like sick now.
luckily there's no piano lesson today.

i was told to buy lunch for my mother.
and she scolded me for buying her the wrong food.

i am sick, yet i still went to buy lunch for her.
and was scolded.
i was really angry.
everytime when me and my brother are told to
buy food for my mother.
nobody dared to buy for her.
cause we will get scolded in the end.

to my mother:
it's not that i don't want to respect you,
it's just that if you want people to respect you,
you ought to respect people first.
YOU ARE ALWAYS SO SELFISH.
YOU ALWAYS BLAME ME.
i really want to talk back to you.
and i know that you will use a cane to settle.

well, i really had enough of you.
i don't know how long can i hold on in this family.
with everyone biased to my brother,
with my mother treating me like that.
i feel as if i am not loved.

I like me with you.

1:10 PM

i know you treat me like a stranger.
but what can i do?
cry? say that it's all my fault?
it's of no use.

you changed to a different person.
you are not yourself.
i know that you betrayed me.
you think i don't know?

well, maybe i was too naive to believe and trusted what you said.
i am a fool.

I like me with you.

5:19 PM