i got problem for add maths!
it's rather difficult.
mr xiao already finished like 3 chapter?
then i missed maths tuition like for 1 month plus.
i was stuying maths just now.
there's quite a lot of question i don't know how to do.
ytd, i cheong to primary sch with peishan and puiyee to find
ms suhanna! no, i mean mdm suhanna!
hahah. we hugged her the minute we saw her.
i really missed her. three years already, but 6 grace'06 is loved(:
then dalen called me. it really scared me, cause he's voice super low.
i want to have 6 grace and 2 faith gathering(:
and i want many many of them(:
since last week, i have started to have lots of pressure.
the pressure is getting more and more, when i thought it would
get lesser.
the pressure that they are giving me is too unbearable.
i don't know how long i can hold.
i just need to how on a little bit longer.
two of the problems will be solved.
ytd played kite with hazel and miss quek at the art room behind.
i was really happy and did enjoyed myself ytd.
although i was really happy, but i know that i still got a lot of
problems, yet awaiting me to be solved.
i really want to thank those that are my listening ear.
those that really listened to what i said.
and thanks suen and becky for walking me home last thurseday.
and thanks for your hugs(:
sometimes, i just feel like giving up.
i am really sick and tired of all this problems.
i don't need___ to help me.
cause i know that___ that are close to me will eventually leave me.
don't even bother talking to me, cause i promised myself to ignore you.
sacrifising myself is nothing to you, right?
I like me with you.
2:32 PM
i hate you.
I like me with you.
6:14 PM
today had tuition tutored by neighbour ,phillip.
i saw melody!! hahah. so i sat beside her(:
he teach damn funy, cause very weird.
just very guai.
then had my green braces at cityhall there.
trained with mummy and korkor.
it was painful. but, i had to bear with it.
oh my gosh, i miss my mac'donalds..
next week will be CNY!
yea! looking forward for ang baos(:
hope i can eat goodies.
i just ended my paino. it's so tiring today.
tuition, braces and piano.
tmr will be paino, tuition, performance.
tmr will be combined breakfast, lunch and dinner.
breaklunchner(:
today i saw D.C at train. i was just standing beside her,
and she didn't realised that i am beside her.
hahah. i wanted to call her, but i can't t alk.
then saw sherilyn at basement.
whooo! CNY next week(: yeah:D
I like me with you.
5:59 PM
today get back POA test.
results like shit, i failed. 6/22
this is the first time i failed maths.
so disappointed in myself. ):
tmr need to hand in chinese holiday hw.
but the chinese one i cannot type, no cd, no thumbdrive.
and i am lazy to do. cause my hand's wrist is painful.
this happened lots of time.
wah, today ouhsahgof damn kua zhang lor.
she teached the girls how to______.
i shall not say it.
tmr i wear no.1 tee, so i will be safe.
dots...sockes need to be worn above ankle.
today i was so stupid.
woke up at 5.45 , thinking that it was 6.45 so i rushed everything.
then my mother came and say i shen jing bing.
she say: " ni shen jing bing ah? xian zai cai wu dian dour er yi "
i looked at the clock and was stunned.
i am super hungry now cause i skipped my lunch.
i want to have a heavy dinner(:
my current height: 161.5 cm. weight: 50
omg! i am shrinking. dropped 4 cm...):
wa lao, those boys that i taller than them during primary sch,
now all taller than me liao. -.-
my current hair is super weird now.
i want to have a haircut.
i hate my hair now.
i think i going cut hair with lisa and zena(:
I like me with you.
5:42 PM
Happy birthday to pui yee and kai xuan(:
your already 15 already wor..good for your, i still need to wait
like 10 months? i can't wait for my b'dae to come.
i felt like guilty because i never buy present for them. sorry.
i hate the ss teacher. sickening.
act only, say give us break, in the end never give break. liar lor.
she go super fast. today using two periods, my class finished
" learning " chapter 1. what the fish...she skipped like 15 pages??
she ask my class to copy, say give 1 minute, in the end like
give few seconds only. i only copied two line of the slide..):
super pissed off with her.
after school went to eat lunch with lisa, eileen and jane.
then went second floor locker there find hazel and tashka,
after awhile eileen and lisa came. eileen helped me with maths,
thank you(:
stayed with them after 7 then went back home.
and and i bought i no.1 tee and 1 skirt.
tmr got dnt untill 3.40. sian.
i now rushing through my work.
i wanted to ask my brother for help.
he say my chinese weird weird de, then he change for me..
then we sing songs, he want to prove that he know the lyrics
better than me..whatever.-.-
then what he help me half way, go his friend house do cake,
at first mummy don't allowm, then i bang ta jiang hao hua.
he can go finally. i help him lor(:
i don't know why i keep thinking this way.
he seems to be closer to you than me, it makes me think that you are stealing
him away from me. he is mine right from the beginning, yet you took him away.
at first i want him back, but after thinking, i think that i don't want him.
i don't need him. he seems to be bias to you.
well, you can have him.
i don't care about it anymore.
just don't hurt me anymore, i am feeling miserable,d i can't take it anymore.
i guess he doesn't know that i am avoiding him in that period of time. or maybe he does.
cause he doesn't care about me anymore.
maybe giving in to you will make my life easier.
from today onwards, i don't need him anymore.
i am going to be independent. i don't need him.
you know what?
after 3 years, i just realised that i am a fool, i am just an outsider.
i shouldn't even have...
i am just going to handle this on my own.
ytd had profecieny test. i think i border line past.
i think i won't get in.
if i didn't get in, i think i am going to cry on the spot.
i am so scared. ):
I like me with you.
10:21 PM
hey people.
this few days, school is alright.
even me class in nice.
at first i don't really like my class,
but after a while, i really liked my class.
ytd dnt lesson, we are required to draw the grid thing.
and he said that it's the easiest, and that's normal acad work.
it's killing me.
laura helped me in question one and two. thank you(:
next tuesday got maths retest, what the freak, and it's only paper 1.
if i don't get more than 65, i will go into POA class.
i hate POA. it sucks.
just now afternoon after handing up dnt work, supposed to find hazel,
then she disappeared? hahah. no lah, she went for the orientation thing.
i waited at the carbana like from 2-2.30?
i messaged suen because nobody pei me eat lunch.
then after that she never reply, so i go find someone else.
after a while she called me, then i said sorry.
i looked through my contact list,
laura went out, hazel in orientation, jane and lisa in ms, trisha with her friends,
eileen and janelle got class, suen and becky not in.
so the only person that was available was fransiscus.
so i messaged him, and went to basketball court to find him.
then we wanted to drink bbt cause it's super hot!
as usual, i drank passionred no pearl.
wanted to pay money, but the auntie no change, so he paid for me.
afterthat, he went for his dental appointment,then i go back home.
thank you for the bbt and for pei-ing me today(:
physics and chemistry.
i am going to study hard(:
that's a promise to myself.
from today onwards, computer 2 weeks use 1 time.
study everyday.
i am going to get A for every subject, that's a promise to myself(:
tmr got performance and i haven't memorize lyrics yet,
i better memorize later(:
i am feeling super cold now.
they were mine,
but you took them away.
why did you have to do that?
I like me with you.
8:06 PM
on thurseday, i went out with jill and hazel.
we drank bbt and ate chhese fries, and went NTUC and " pasimalam"
to buy stuffs. we went to the NTUC 3 times. -.-
i also took pictures of my new stationary and pencil case(:
changed the refiller(:
new ruler that i bought with hazel:D
new black pens! i love them<3
my new red, pooh pencilcase. i love the colour. I like me with you.
5:38 PM
so hows yesterday?
i believe that many sec 3 are not used to their class.
during recess, 2 faith'08 sat tgt at canteen,
i can see that they do miss each other.
i am so scared yesterday.
after performance, i went to find my class.
yvonne and hazel found their class, and went off.
and hazel said: '" love you. "
at that moment, i told myself to jia you.
that two words really comfort me, bestie. thank you(:
my form teacher is mr loo. i don't like him.
although he teaches POA, but he doesn't have to
talk about maths like for 1 period?
it's really waste time.
and there's a lot of people that i don't know.
my english teacher is miss cythia ng, she's nice(:
and my class is quiet during that lesson.
colour file for english is pink.
my maths teacher is mr xiao.
not really sure if he's my maths teacher because
my class combining with 3 joy, and will be split into 3 class.
bestie, i am waiting for my special post on your blog(:
this year, i should really study hard.
next year O level, no joke.
so, computer use lesser, study harder.
i want to have good results(:
jia you everyone.
work hard people(:
I like me with you.
1:50 PM