Me&you(:

this are the lyrics for the song on my blog.

终於我明白
你的感受
看深爱的人远走
比全面失去
好过一些
记忆永远会留着

我能做的事情一件也没有了
请别说破最后一道沉默
无法接受夏天一放手就坠落
破碎的冰河往悲伤缓慢的漂流
说分手就分手你一定是在骗我
好让我一夜看透
失去你我算什麽
好难过别捉弄还想陪你到尽头
谁需要什麽自由我的世界早被你垄断占有
oh~oh~

哭也找不到坚持理由
这是我最难过的比全面失去心痛一些记忆永远会留着

我能做的事情一件也没有了
请别说破最后一道沉默
无法接受夏天一放手就坠落
破碎的冰河往悲伤缓慢的漂流
说分手就分手你一定是在骗我
好让我一夜看透
失去你我算什麽
好难过别捉弄还想陪你到尽头
谁需要什麽自由我的世界早被你垄断占有
oh~oh~

i think the lyrics are quite meaningful.
dinner tonight? no thanks.
no dinner for me(:

I like me with you.

9:32 PM

laimin, even if you are a loner, so be it.
you are destined to be one.
but maybe you will find a bestie soon?

i am really scared.
scared that i will be alone.
well, i just can't imagine what will be laimin next year.
like laimin in primary six?

dear lord,
i really need the courage and comfort.
i am really scared...
it's as if i am lost in the darkness, i can't see anything.
i need your hands to hold me through the next two years.

now 2 faith is like over.
i really miss you guys, can we meet up? *tears dripping*

i use to be dependent on my besties.
but now, i have to be dependent on myself.
from today onwards, i will learn not to be dependent on my friends.
i will be prepared.

i believe next year will really be a brand new year for me.
new friends, everything new.
and laura is going to be the same class as me next year.
i really hope i can be best friend with her.

I like me with you.

7:49 PM

what the fuck?
i different class from ALL my cliques next year.
i bet that i will be a loner in 3 love.

gosh, i just feel like crying.
what if the same thing happen to me when
i am in primary five and six.
at least jane they all together,
hazel still got eileen and yvonne.
i got none.
i am just going to be a loner next year. ):
* tears dripping now*

fransiscus come back quick.
i really need your comfort.

I like me with you.

7:00 PM

today i spent my day meaninglessly, getting bored.
i went for piano from 2-3.30pm.
it's super tiring. even my hands are aching!
next monday i got date with jane, hazel and trisha.
they are going to pei me cut hair.

my mother scolded me for being sick,
cause i got flu and cough, and going overseas in one week time.
Laimin! get well!

I like me with you.

9:39 PM

to hazel:
i know that you are worried over your grandad.
but, be strong, don't worry.
history WON'T repeat itself.
jia you, i will be there for you nomatter what.

just reading hazel's and jill's blog, made me teared.

i just felt so useless that i can't do anything do help them.

I like me with you.

3:06 PM

this is what happened on last friday, 20th nov.

i was really happy on that day, thanks peepos(:
i went out with hazel, jane, lisa, eileen, jit fen and gerry.
we met at 10 at ntuc basement, and started buying foods.
we bought, bread, tuna, chips and drinks, plates,
and used bowls as cups, so cool! i feel so ancient!

then eileen came and gave me birthday present.
thanks rachel, eileen, jane and lisa(:
i was really touched by the box of chocolates and shampoo.

i was quite shocked that they knew the chocolate shop that i adore.
cause everytime when hazel and me go j8, i will buy chocolates from
that usual shop. we would usually eat double chocolate.
that's our favourite(:
and that passion shampoo, i am like finding that like crazy.
and they bought it for me(:

and i was frightened(had a heart attack) by gerry!
cause he dropped the 7-up bottle drink on the floor a lot of time,
when i opened it, the syrup flow out!
i was like ahhhhh....
what a birthday gift from you, gerry. -.-

and they bought cake for me.
the girls put choclate on my face here and there.
and we went to the beach to play like crazy.
and jane is a great photographer(:

after everything has ended,
lisa, jane, eileen and jit fen went orchard for dinner i think,
then hazel, me and gerry take cab home.
we alighted at j8, mrt opposite,
then bid goodbye.

it was really a fun day with you guys.
thanks for everything(:
and thanks lisa for bringing that 'present' for me(:
i love you guys forever<3.

I like me with you.

2:12 PM

你到低要伤害我到什麼时候?
我知道他们疼你，多果疼我。
但你也不需要在我的面前一直说。
你的动作已经伤害到我。

我不知道当初，为什么要和你做朋友。

I like me with you.

10:47 AM

brother, i miss you like thousands.
life without you is weird,
when we laugh during tv shows and quarrel.
ah..anyway you will be back tmr(:
no b'dae cake for me todayyyy,
although i had one few days back.

today jeslyn tease me.
say dunno who ah, purple choir tee, today b'dae ah,
don't act ah. it's so funny(:

today i slept for 2 hours.
i still feel like sleeping.
i am going to wath princess hours and find job(:

tonight don't sleep(:
i think i should buy myself something.
'cong cong wo zi ji'
hahah.
laimin is going to make the powerpoint thing.
i swear it will turn out like shit.
but, i will try(:

I like me with you.

7:16 PM

today is my b'dae(:
thanks choir for singing the b'dae song(:

a reply to hazel's blog/post:
actually today morning i was also quite pissed with my
neighbour, and was not in right mood.
not in the right mood means that today sucks forever and
i might show angry face, worst still i think i scolded you,
sorry.

my dumbdumb neighbour never dry the clothes then
drip into my clothes! what the hell..i give them a lot of
chance lor, then they take for granted.
but it's okay, eileen says i am kind, so i will forgive them(:
it's like WTH, today my b'dae then wet my clothes.
THEY RUINED MY DAY!!

anyway, it's okay.
don't think about it.
we are still best friends afterall.
it's not my fault and not yours.
so it's NOBODY's fault.

I like me with you.

6:30 PM

today i went out with jane, lisa, eileen, rachel and janelle.
it was fun, i enjoy going out with them.

i feel quite moody now, i also don't know why.
tmr is my b'dae and i don't feel happy.
i just feel that you are stealing things away from me.

I like me with you.

6:28 PM

hello(: back from class chalet.
it was quite fun.
everybody seems so tired, want to sleep.
it's a pity that there's not much picture taken,
but it's okay, the memories will always be in my mind.

i am in trisha's house now.
supposed to do homework, but i will do later.
sian leh, tmr still got choir, need to wake up early.
anyway, that's all.

the chalet was indeed nice(:

I like me with you.

3:48 PM

i went to school at 7.30am with hazel.
it's so cool! it makes me feel as is was a school day(:
anyway, choir was nice(:
yay! i like the song 'white horses'.
i will feel accomplished after learning the song.

soprano one seems to be the hardest part to learn,
so jia you soprano one(: laimin will be cheering for your!
hahah. today was a great day.

after choir, had lunch with hazel and victoria.
we ate lunch at the market.
me and hazel got stuck there, cause we had no umbrellas!
then we went to the 'workout place' to chit-chat.
it's long since i chated with her(:
i went to her house for a 1 hour and left to home.

i had pizza for dinner(: it was yummy!
sorry kok chye for waiting for me.
i was late for ten minutes i guess.
today is quite a memorable day(:

2 faith is seperated.
although i am sad, but to think about it,
god has plan for us.
nomatter what class we are going next year,
our friendship never changes(:

well, tomorrow is the skipping competition.
my stomache is like hurting me, feel like eating
2 pills instead of 1.
i am in the same condition as hazel, stomache.
we got weak stomache.
what if i ruin the whole thing tmr?
i am not afriad of losing.
why think so much about it?
just have fun and try your best(:
there's no use thinking about it.

god, pls grant me the strength and courage for the competition.
amen.

I like me with you.

8:49 PM