Me&you(:

i seriousy don't know what happen to me ytd.
after audition, i cried.
it's the worse audition ever..
i knew that's my worse song, so i practised hard.
i just felt that the audition was so unfair to me.
i shall not blame anyone here.
i just felt that my efforts has gone down the drain.

it's okay.
i will work even harder now(:

I like me with you.

7:42 PM

i am pisssed now, but there's nothing i can do.
but just more and more scoldings from my mum.
i know you will forever side my bro, so i don't expect much from you.
yea, i know, my fault again right?
nomatter what i do, i just can't satisfact you right.
i already sacrifised myself silently, and yet you still blamed me.
this will perhaps last forever? hah..i guess so.

everytime you scold me, it just hurts in my hearts.
sometimes i just feel like giving up, i hope that i can don't care everything.
but i can't.
tmr is the beginning day for term 2.
i am scared. scared that something will happen.

sitting there is me alone.
the things you do is just too much.
i hate you. i don't want to see you.
you treat her like gold and treasure, you give your best for her.
but there was nothing for me.
i was waiting there, waiting for your attention, waiting for you.
so, what am i to you?
i am just a nobody to you, right?

since you don't care for me,
i don't see why i should care for you.
for the last time i say,
i am not jealous, bitch.
don't be arrogant that he treats you like gold.
i am not jealous.

it's really no big deal.
yea..no big deal..right.

I like me with you.

7:17 PM

happy 16th birthday sophie(:

gosh. i am so bored to death.
ytd had fever at 39.6 .
so i only went for tuition half way.
the worse thing is that the fever didn't go down today.
stil at 39.6 .
my head was giddy and my mummy didn't allowed me to go to school.

i knew the reason why my fever was still there.
it is because ytd i went home without umbrella and walked in the rain.

ahh.. it's two days already and my fever didn't go down.
i don't know how long the fever will last.
but i know that the injection is making my arm numb and painful.
i only can use my right arm now.

i hate you. i hate you for the things that you have done.
i hate to see the sight of you.

i know you don't care about me anymore,
so i don't even bother talking to you.

I like me with you.

3:37 PM