Me&you(:

ytd:
ytd was the last day of AEM course, like finally.
trained back to bishan with suen, felicia, jovi and friends.
a really thank you to jovi, moses, and jit fen for ytd.
esp jovi, i saw what you did! i am not jealous:D
hahah. we ate dinner at s-11.
no, everyone ate except me cause i no appetite.
then saw hazel and monkey.

then smthing happened.
i couldn't hold back my tears,
maybe it's because i over reacted with what i saw that really hurt me??
yea, at that time, i felt as though i can't breathe.
i couldn't stop crying..i couldn't control my emotions.
i embarrassed myself infront of felicia and moses they all.
esp infront of him, crying infront of him..:(
thanks for your concern people, really appreciate it.
then, i even did smthing that really hurt me,
to make THEM feel better.

well, ytd is really a bad day for me.
it's the worse day of my lfie.
that hurt is extreme that i can't even stop crying.
why? why? why did i have to see that?
i can't avoid it..i have to face it one day.

suen, what if i see them again next time?
i don't know what to do.
i don't know how will i react.
i don't know what will happen.
i am really afraid.

you, the thought of you brightens up my day.
it definitely will lift up my spirits.
just looking at you makes me feel better.

forget it. i really should stop thinking about it.
even if it happens again, there is nothing i can do.
i will leave everything into god's hands.

let me off, will you?

I like me with you.

8:08 PM

for the sake of you, i almost lose a bestfriend.
a lot of people advised me to give up on you,
and i actually had the thought of giving up.
but now, i have decided not to.
because i can't do it.
not because of other things,
but because of a simple reason,
i still like you and i can't let go.

i am not going to give up.

I like me with you.

9:31 PM

i really miss you a lot, bestfriend.

it's been like 3 weeks since we talk.

i promised to go out with you after ct1.

i even planned the days. i even saved 3 days for you, and yet...

i really miss going out with you, sms-ing you, talking to you,

bubbletea-ing, walking beside you..

i really hated myself for not treasuring you,

i even took you for granted.

how could i do that??

sometimes, i just felt so guilty.

you treat me so well..and yet i took you for granted.

even if you ignore me now,

i will not blame you,

cause it's my fault for not treasuring you first.

i am really sorry for not treasuring you, bestfriend.

i am really sorry for taking you for granted.

i miss you.

I like me with you.

9:08 PM

today was tiring.
i had breakfast with doreen at mac.
then had choir from 9-11, and exco meeting untill12.40.
we are all discussing about the party for sec fours.

oh my gosh, i miss my sections's senoirs.
pei jia, cheryl , phoebe they all.
i miss standing beside them, laughing at jokes.
miss them:((((
anyway, now that i am SL for sop 2, i think i should really
try my best to help them.
now , i feel more commited to choir(:
that's how doreen and me felt.
sop 2 rocks.^^

i miss 2 faith too.
i really miss them like shit:(((((
what's with me....getting emotional??
hahah. i really don't know what's with me.

here's a post dedicated to hazel tan(: :
hey there, june 4th.
i hope you do not forget about that date.
cause if you do, i will be very sad.
awaiting for you to come back from aussie(:

不知道为什么，我的心里感到不安。
请你一定不要出事。
请你一定要好好保护自己。

我不会那么轻易就放弃的！
我一定会坚持到底！jiayou(:

I like me with you.

4:19 PM