Me&you(:

31st of march
today really sucks.
morning p.e lesson was bad..real bad.
the speed i am running at is like so far from my
usual timing.
i am tired, my legs are hurting, my left arm STILL hurts.
and my head is spinning.
then h.e and maths.

just now tuition was like so suck.
i can't even solve a question..i am angry with myself for
being so dumb..so stupid.

to lover:
okay..i really don't know what happen..
i guess i cared about you cause you mean a lot to me.

after i went home..did some reflections..and really felt sad.
when other people read this post might think that i am lying..
but..its really true.
about the love and frienship..sometimes its good..
but sometimes..it just seems that the people you loved have
change their character over like so fast??
i just don't undertstand why. how can they judge people....
its so unreasonable.

Don't apologise to me!
I hate you apologising to me!
Every word of 'sorry' from you just adds to my guilt!
this sentence is very obvious for who.

I JUST HATE PEOPLE APOLOGISING TO ME!
today was really a bad day..
how can you treat me like that? you think i am a fool?
i really have enough of your nonsense.
just..just leave me alone.

to you:
don't think that i am acting pathetic..
if you say that..think about yourself before saying me!
you bitch!

i feel so bad not being able to solve any problems for you.
i am sorry.

I like me with you.

9:06 PM

Hello(:
just ate finish dinner..
don't know what to do..then post lor.
helps to pass time(:
hahah.

okay..something bad..real bad is going to happen soon..
hope that____ will not happen.(:

what should i do?
i don't know..bored at home!
hahah, was chatting miss purple panter(:

okay..i shall end my post here..
byes and take cares loads(:
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

7:02 PM

29th of March
went to meet hazel in the morning then go school
for the clay model making session.
it was fun man(:

then went to mos to have breakfast..and trisha they all
went to mac..
i went to cut my hair(:
whooohoo!!
i think it was okay.
after i bathe finish, i went to hazel house to 'study'.
and came back home now.

to lover that tagged my blog:
eh, you got nothing to do arh.
i know that you are not L.L, so don't try to fool me..
its not funny..
okay, you may find it as a joke..but its not!!
there's a certain limit to my patience and my temper.

to lover:
hello(:
i just found out smthing today that she still likes you..
since both of your like each other..i don't know why your
break up.

okay..today was not a nice day??
it sucks..like hell!!
its so weird today..everybody like so..'not right'
i don't know how to phrase it..
anyway..today was a bad day for laimin

Laimin<33

I like me with you.

4:07 PM

27th of March
my brother's friends just went off(:
yeahs! my turn to use the computer.
when i came back home, i knocked on my brother's
room..and is like whoo..5 people inside,
really scared me to death sia hahah.

today in the morning was LA lesson..it was fun.
then next was maths..BORING!
i hate the terrorist, he sucks.
then it was recess, a time that i do my CME book.
then chinese, history(miss ng didn't came), music
then CME.

hazel is sick today..):
i didn't bought the noodles with chilli cause its bad for her.
hahah. hazel be a good girl(:
then went to third floor to do maths..it was thundering, and
flooding! hahah, it was quite fun though.

i didn't cut my hair today):
i hope i can cut my hair soon.
i am very tired now..but i don't want to sleep.

there is HE lesson tomorrow..i comfirm fail de.
firstly, teacher never write how many ingredients..
secondly, i don't know how to cook, i am sure to fail..

oh yar..who is the Lover that tagged at my blog??
can you tell me? don't tell me its really him..??
please tell me!

to hazel:
get well soon(:
rest much and RED PANTER loves you!(:

Laimin<33

I like me with you.

6:35 PM

26th of March
it is art lesson now..
we are supposed to do the powerpoint thing..
but no ones listening(:

we are going to be released at 12noon.(:
yeah! three cheers(:
BOOHOO!

I am going to something soon..
real soon when i use the computer.
i really hope that i will not regret making the decision.
god, please give me the power and courage to do it.
i want to do it once and for all.

should i?
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

10:34 AM

23th of March
Hello(:
i now at trisha house slacking..-.-'''
anyway..there is school tomorrow(:
haha. see you guys then.

to lover:
will i get to see you tomorrow??
duh..of course..unless you sick lah.
haha..that's random.
so see you tomorrow(:

to myself:
whoohoooo!
i will get to see him tomorrow(:
yahs! hip hip hooray:P
a lot of things is getting better and better.
thats a good news.
and the proposal thing is going quite well..
so its going to be a sucessful one(:
i so wish that the chalet is now..
hahah, time passes quickly(:

today was really agreat day(:
hahah,see you guys at school tomorrow(:
okay..i shall end my post here then..
so byes ad take cares(:
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

3:15 PM

haha. i really had a lot of fun just now.
was eating dinner with jia ning and dahlia at pastamania
then we went arcade to play.
the movie was great(:

after finishing the movie, jia ning had to go then me
and dahlia continued to play at arcade.
my hands and swollen and numb):
but it was fun(:

to su en:
daughter, mummy's okay.
don't worry and thanks for your concern(:
haha, mummy loves you too.

to lover:
haha, another message for you(:
you didn't came!
just kidding..i didn't even ask you to come-.-
i have a wish in my head now..
and that is to spend next year's valentine day
with you(:
will it happen? it will depends if i have the courage to
ask you and if you will are willing to...(:

to myself:
hello! seow lai min(:
dont' give up so easily..you still stand a chance.
persevere to the end(:
go go go!

Laimin<33

I like me with you.

9:50 PM

22th of March
today went to meet hazel, roger, kokchye and xing tang.
we went to long john silver then i went i went to piano lessons(:
Haha.
i am going to watch movie with dahlia at amk..
so i will post anyone for later after i come back(:
sian all day long nothing much to do.

to lover:
hello. i have not seen you for days.
two days? haha. i don't know.
you seem to be alright..you are acting.
anyway..i want to be loved(:
but..*wo you zi ge bei ai ma?*
and you are loved by a lot of people..
its kind of envy.
and i don't know why you must act it out?
to ditch a girl that has fallen in love with you?
its not good to hurt two girls that loved you.
its bad..real bad!

okay, i shall go mapling now..
byes(: take cares(:
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

2:08 PM

i was so bored so i decided to post again.
my left arms still hurt):
its really very painful.

to lover:
anyway..i got one very silly question.
i just thought of it.
am i fit to be loved? *wo you zi ge bei ai ma?*
or shall i say..did i cherish you.
if i say i don't like you, i would be lying.
so now would be middle bah.
don't worry IT would not happen again..i promise.
only some of my friends know about it.
so..shh..keep it to yourself.

well..someone is still angry with me.
although she never say, but i know, cause she will think
that its my faut.
we have been friends together for like so long..then quarrel
quarrel quarrel.
why? fun arh? you think not tiring isit?
don't act lah..bitch.
aiya..you this kind of ppl will understand? nvm.

to myself:
okay..stop worrying about it..its no use at all..
worry so much for what shit!
you dumb ass! sometimes i really hope i don't exist.
its like so obvious. its like so FUCK!
the thing so obvious le..you still so tian zhen.
i can't imagine how dumb you are, lai min.
you are hopeless.

I like me with you.

10:23 PM

20th of March
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EILEEN(:
sorry i didn't celebrate your birthday..
but still happy birthday(:

first lesson music was like..
we used chair, mentos bottle, correction pen,and
my key to make music.
it was fun.
then got chinese..i left my workbook there.
what a joke.
next was history lesson.
it was test time!

damn hard..i can predict that i will fail..
after is recess, i slept on the table, i was very sleep(:
then LA lesson. hooray!
my group got the highest marks(:

after all the lessons, me, hazel, vic, wan ee and shalin
went to s-11 to eat then meet there with xueying, pei jia,
sherilyn, jeslyn and yu teng.
we all walked to j8 together to buy the materials needed for
the choir board.
then me and yu teng went to 'attack' people..it was so funny.
buying all the things we went back to school to start work.

it was a really well done job. they spent a lot of effort and time
in it, but the choir board is still under construction(:
then went to trisha house pass her papers.
me and hazel went to he ji fa to buy food then we went home.

oh yar..i have decided to have a message for lover for everypost.

to lover:
hello(: fine??
why did you have to act as if nothing have happened?
sad then say lor..no need hide lah. *si yao mian zi*
must jia yous(:

Laimin<33

I like me with you.

7:05 PM

19th of march
oh man..today was great day(:
sad that trisha never come.
anyway..really had fun discussing the chalet
thing and the chat with hazel and jill.
i laugh like siao..then jill started asking..
' laimin are you okay?'
haha..talking about the future.

to lover:
feeling happy with your life??
is it so great?
break up still look ok de..
not regretting?
i thought you loved her..so you cherished
her??
the most important thing is you happy
then can le(:

Laimin<33

I like me with you.

8:33 PM

19th of March
today trisha never come school cause she leg pain.
wa lau eh..teacher switch off the computer now
cause no one is listening to him.BOOHOO!

if i got time later then i go visit trisha(:
hope her leg is okay.

to lover:
you dumb ass!
break up with her for what??
somemore initiate the break...-.-'''
although i am jealous sometimes..
but you really shouldn't have.
i don't know for what reason you break with a girl that
you liked for so long, but i hope you never regretted
making this decision, all the best to you then.

today was really a day that i am *awake* of what i am
doing(:
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

10:25 AM

18th of March
Hello(:
today class was quite okay.
morning LA lesson was like BULLSHIT!
something happen *secret*
i am not telling you:P haha.

science lesson was BORING!
hazel and suan zee was resting.
haha, the sleeping beauties(:
anyway..i am very tired this fews days):
BOOHOO!

today in choir.
i was singing half way..when farah suddenly popped
out from behind and she really scared me to deaf..-.-'''
hahah. i didn't see jeanette today..neither did i see hannah???

i was listening to *gen zhe wo de tempo*
its a lively song(:
okay. i shall end my post here..
if there is ICT tmr then i will post at school(:

LAIMIN AI SI NI LE(:
ni is not him hor..bu yao xiang wai(:
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

8:02 PM

16th of March
Hello.
just eat finish my lunch.
its going to rain soon..so this post will be very short.

nobody's at home.
brother out with friend,
parents go out..
then left me alone at home..its scary!
so i on music(:

okay,this shall be the end of my post then
see you guys at school tmr(:
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

2:27 PM

15th of March
my left arms hurts..it hurts badly):
i don't know why..it hurts):
today as usual was boring~
use computer the whol day(:
then cruchyrolling of my mvp valentine..
what a ro-man-ti-ke show!

i am very tired today..very restless.
the day before i slept for four hours then go choir.
i want to close my eyes and sleep!
it has been days since i talk to my friends.
i miss them..):
but i will get to see them on monday(:

actually..i am not supposed to use computer on odd
days..cause odd days he use computer, even days i use.
he everyday go out with his friends study,eat,
watch movie and blah blah blah..so i get the chance to use
the computer(:

thats all for today's post..
i am going crunchyrolling again!
haha..see ya(:
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

8:29 PM

14th of March
today had choir and captains ball(:
went to school and meet doreen then go
and find dahlia(:
hahah. choir rules(:

spent the first three hours singing and one hour
to play captain's ball(: yeah!
then go eat lunch with doreen, yvonne and hannah!
we ate at pastamania..the chilli spashed into yvonne's
eye): hope she is okay.
then go popular buy my two transparent file.

today i stand beside victoria.
she was loud..i somehow couldn't hear what i sing.
then the soppy one everyone solo..
jia you soppy one(:

how is hazel doing?
i am worried.
she told me that she is okay..but but i am still worried.
hope she and jill is okay(:
take cares(:
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

3:31 PM

13th of March
today was quite boring,
but tomorrow got choir.need to wake up early.
tomorrow going to watch movie with doreen(:
yeah! i got long time never go liao lor..

i was really very tired, same as my brother.
he was like' bu dong wei shen me..wo hen lei'
hahah.
its raining AGAIN!
BOOHOO!
its not good..its very cold):

to lover:
i really don't know why i am angry with you.
everytime i see you..you ignored me,as if i am transparent.
it hurts.
wo zhi ke yi mo mo de kan zhe ni.
i can't do anything..can I..?
my friends told me not to like you anymore,
should i listen to them?
what's wrong with you? i just feel so wrong.

to you:
you..you..you AGAIN!
you bitch.
don't you think you are too much?
you have done so many things..i told myself to forgive you,
but i can't, cause everything you do tells me that i shouldn't
forgive you, cause you don't change your attitude.
do you know that it sucks?
i bet you don't, cause you think too highly of yourself!
you idiotic, bitch!
i will hate you for life!
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

7:48 PM

12th of March
just now went to hazel house.
i heard that hazel's grandma passed away.
that's very sad.
i wonder hows hazel and jill doing.
i hope they are fine(:

anyway..
today was a very cold day,
my leg and hands are like freezing.
i don't have appetite to eat dinner so i ate a bit only.

ok. i shall end my post here.
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

8:04 PM

11th of March
today was quite a tiring day.
waked up at 7.20 and went to meet hazel.
when we go school..we moved the keyboard
and the plugs and things from the choir room
to room 38. miss neo helped us to carry the
plugs.

then doreen called me..
hazel and doreen was moving the table and
i was sweeping the floor(:
although it was tired..but i think its worth it(:

choir was like so suck today.
four joy people was having remedial..so the SL
did not came..so no captain's ball for the day):
and it is changed to friday.
damn tired..hold the note..somemore still so high,
very tired..then mr nian let us off early(:
we move the piano to miss lee's desk as there is still a
workshop going on at choir room.

then we went to NTUC to buy cup noodles and sushi.
then headed off to bubbletea shop then went to hazel's house.
yvonne went off first as she need to go for the class chalet.
byes.
then pui yee came.

I am going hazel house tomorrow.
yeah(:
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

8:36 PM

10th of March
Now i am at the library with hazel,pui yee,
kok chye and roger..su en is coming later..soon.
hahah..

hazel is just beside me(:
she say: where shall i blog..choose 1 2 3 or 4.
hahah.

we are discussing about the chalet thing..
so the class commitee, counsillor and those who
wants to hep out..is here(:
me and hazel is like looking at each other now..
dan funny sia.

hazel is so purple and pink today.
she wears a clip that is pink...her specs is purple..
her shirt is purple..her pencil case is purple..
her umbrella is purple also.
gosh..she is so purple panter(:

what should i do when i go home?
sleep? slack? do nothing? fold straw?
i seriously don't know.

since we are going to start the discussion.i shall end my post here

Laimin<33

I like me with you.

11:12 AM

8th of March
i am a goner..
a good-for-nothing.
why why why?
i don't understand..

perhaps i was the extra one..
that break them up..( hazel and su en)
they used to be best friends..
but because of me..
they are seperating..

oh gosh..
what has happen to me, everyone?
i have sinned..
can anyone save me from my troubles..
i mean it.
nothing can make me smile again,
seriously..even seeing eye-candy..
or talking to friends..

although your never tell me that your are
hurt..but i can feel your pain..cause i
undergo the pain every year,everytime..

i am the one that is wrong!
i am dumb!
i am stupid!
i am a goner!
its all my fault!
i feel so wrong...
i feel so fucked up!

i know that some of them are angry with me..
nothing can cheer me up now..
no one can help me..
today was really a bad day for me.

I like me with you.

3:26 PM

8th of March
I just finish eating lunch,so decided to post.

(best friend) there is something i wanted to tell
you..after i reflected on myself yesterday.
why? why is there no more laughter?
why you didn't tell me you are feeling down?
even if you didn't tell me..i also know what had
happen..i am very sorry.
is there anything that i can do to make you smile?
i am really very sorry.

and you! you again! you bitch!
stop interfere in my matters!
is none of your business!
DON'T SCREW UP MY LIFE!
IS MINE NOT YOURS!
don't control me..you are not my mother!
i hate you for life!

okay..finally vent my anger.
i was seriously very angry..with this person.
maybe everything is my fault..
if i doesn't know them..
this would not have happen.

HUAI REN!
you baddie..get out of my life..
i don't want to see you ever again..ever..
i hope that someone can erase the memory of you
from my head..but it wouldn't happen..
i just know that i love you too deep..
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

1:16 PM

7th of March
As usual..had my e-learning.
today brother coming back from chalet..
hope everyone enjoyed themselves(:

I wasn't really in a good mood today.
I like let off my temper at Jane lah..
I am very sorry Jane..I didn't mean to
take it out on you..I am very sorry..

And you..HOLY BITCH!( not jane)
don't screw up my life,you bitch!
do you know that whatever you are doing..
you are actually destroying the friendship..
nvm..how would ever understand.

My friend decided to forgive you,
but you still do the same thing again..
the decision is yours, NOT MINE!
don't bother me.
if anything happen..its your fault..not mine!
you choose it yourself...nobody force you.

Fuck off you bitch!
I just knew that everything cannot return to normal..
perhaps..it was fated.
I just hope that everything will be fine.
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

9:42 AM

6th of March
In the morning..its like so high lah..
got the workshop thing.
the break was only twelve minutes.

I ate lunch with hazel, su en,rebekah and pui yee.
I was like emo-ing there..was really out of mood
just now. its all because of HUAI REN!

I hate you for life man..
I can't get you out of my mind..Su en said that its
because I love you too deep..its true.
Slowly as time passes..I will forget about..
I just hope that time will heal my pain.

If I have control of my life..
I rather I have never met you..never know you..
then all this would not have happen..

the pain inside me..do you know?
everything i do, I just think of you.
don't screw up my life.
this life is mine..not yours!
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

3:01 PM

5th of March
Nothing much today..
brother go camp..father go work..mother go out..
its like so empty at home..
Nvm.

I wanted to go popular today but cause raining so never
go with su en..Sorry Nu'er.

Today de e-learn like damn long.
its like no different from at school..

I am very tired..i feel like letting off my temper
because of YOU! Your face just appear in my mind
everytime..anywhere..
I really had enough!
why am I so concern about you?Your health?
your friends? Everything..

I am just so silly. I really feel so..Stupid
I can't stop myself from loving you!
I don't know why..
you have made me emo..sad...
do you know? (wad a silly question)
knowing you are attached..I feel so sad.
anyway,for the moment I shall continue to avoid you
untill I think of something.
I just can't take my eyes off you when I see you.
everytime I see you..my heart just hurt..

Nobody can help me..I have become a different person..
you think wad you are doing is right..then I have nothing
to say.
your words have really hurt me..Why?
are you doing it on purpose or you don't know!

Perhaps that's my fate..
today is a bad day..it sucks!
from the sentence you typed..
I will remember it forever..
I will never ever forget what you told me....
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

10:02 PM

4th of March
Today Jane is back(:
but Trisha is still sick):
rest well,Trisha(:

For your information,
Lai Min is SINGLE!
actually she liked someone...
but she is trying to avoid some guy that
appearing infront of her..when she is trying her
best to avoid him..
she is feeling very sad right now..
can anyone understand how she feels?

I really had enough..seriously.
so for the last time let me tell you,
LAI MIN DOESN'T LIKE ANYONE!
even if she likes someone..
it won't be YOU...never..
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

8:20 PM

3th of March
Okay..
trisha and jane is sick):
BOOHOO!

Don't be a bitch lah!
why one girl having two bf?
so greedy..one enough ler lah!
you have hurt two of them at the same
time..don't you feel ashame of yourself...
or do you think that everyone loves you??
so thick-skinned....BITCH!

Anyway..later got P.E...sian...
peep test..?I don't want!
its tiring...run run run..SIAO!
I think that will be the end of my post!
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

9:55 AM

1st of March
MUST YOU TREAT ME LIKE THAT?
WHAT THE FUCK!
why must you keep appearing infront of me
when I am trying my best to avoid you?

I tried to forget you..but I can't..
someone..anyone..is this real or fake?
goodness...
is you don't know that I like you or are you
pretending that you don't know anything..

IF NOT MY LOVE FOR YOU,
I WOULD ASK YOU TO GET OUT OF MY
LIFE FOREVER!

You were not there when I needed help..
you don't even say hi to me or wadsoever!
don't say then don't say lor..
since you are treating me like that..
I really got nothing to say..
maybe that is one-sided love..
shall I accept it?
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

11:21 PM

1st of March
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, FARAH!
How is this blogskin?
Wanted to post but blog got problem..
sian diao..

Yesterday got choir..
Lawrence came in..-.- to do the chinese test.
Hahah!

I am planning to go swimming later..what if it
rain.. I DON'T WANT!
BOOHOO!

And today is farah de birthday..Haha!
House is so empty..
brother go out and find farah..
mother is sleeping!
Su en seems unwell):

Here is a message for Su en:
Don't worry..your backbone will be okay de..
Don't be scared..I will give you my courage(:
Mummy will be there for you(:
Take cares<33

Just came back from swimming with Dahlia(:
Quite fun..enjoyed myself(:
Laimin<33

I like me with you.

3:40 PM