31st of march
today really sucks.
morning p.e lesson was bad..real bad.
the speed i am running at is like so far from my
usual timing.
i am tired, my legs are hurting, my left arm STILL hurts.
and my head is spinning.
then h.e and maths.
just now tuition was like so suck.
i can't even solve a question..i am angry with myself for
being so dumb..so stupid.
to lover:
okay..i really don't know what happen..
i guess i cared about you cause you mean a lot to me.
after i went home..did some reflections..and really felt sad.
when other people read this post might think that i am lying..
but..its really true.
about the love and frienship..sometimes its good..
but sometimes..it just seems that the people you loved have
change their character over like so fast??
i just don't undertstand why. how can they judge people....
its so unreasonable.
Don't apologise to me!
I hate you apologising to me!
Every word of 'sorry' from you just adds to my guilt!
this sentence is very obvious for who.
I JUST HATE PEOPLE APOLOGISING TO ME!
today was really a bad day..
how can you treat me like that? you think i am a fool?
i really have enough of your nonsense.
just..just leave me alone.
to you:
don't think that i am acting pathetic..
if you say that..think about yourself before saying me!
you bitch!
i feel so bad not being able to solve any problems for you.
i am sorry.
I like me with you.
9:06 PM