25th of april
well..today was a tiring day indeed.
morning first lesson got chinese..then LA.
then home econ.
then got the bazzar thing lor,
i am feeling quite restless now.
I HATE MRS RUTH WONG!
what makes you think you can do better than us.
you lost the poster..
and i guess my group need to redo the
whole thing right? you are a *good* teacher.
you always expect so much from us.
you keep giving comments,
you think so easy..you try lah.
i was thinking about a lot of things that happen.
was unhappy, sad,angry.
i was like banging on the piano so hard,
playing so fast that i am sweating,
my third and forth finger's skin is like peeling off.
i seriously don't know what happen.
it seems that i am the only one that cared.
well..how does it feels when you got betrayed?
i shouldn't have trust you, i regretted.
what's the point when you are trying to gain my
trust and....
you know what you have done.
and you.
i am utterly disappointed in you.
to think of your actions?
you didn't spared a thought for me.
i was too good.
i was trying to help but i was hurt in the end.
this is not the results i want!
i want to help and not get hurt at the same time.
can you understand how i feel?
thinking..
i was so stupid.
i shouldn't have wasted my energy thinking about this.
its of no use.
why don't live happily(:
to hazel:
sorry i didn't buy you birthday presents.
but i will give you on monday.
and enjoy yourself on your birthday.
sorry.
I like me with you.
6:29 PM