5th of april
this few days was sucky..
was quite moody yesterday and thurseday):
i was crying in the night at the corner of my bedroom.
my grandma is biased to my brother all the time.
my parents pretends that they hear anything,
when i tell him that he bullies me. he even
expect me to give in. can't the just be fair?
the words they said have really broken my
heart.
i don't expect much from them, i just want them
to be fair. all the good things i have done have
exchanged with a word 'sorry'
how many times must i tell you.
don't apologise to me!
i hate you apologising to me!
every word of 'sorry' just adds to my guilt.
everything seems wrong.
people are emo..they are wierd people.
to lover:
liking each other but not being able to be together
is a torture.
i hope that your will be together.
i sincerely wish the best to two of you.
slowly as time passes..i will forget him sooner or later.
i believer that time will heal the pain(:
well, i am not loved.
i am not fit to be loved.
i am a goner..just leave me alone.
by that time, i will be heartless.
i won't love anyone,including myself.
i have no dreams..no nothing.
i just hope that time can heal my pain.
maybe to you all, i don't mean a single thing.
it was really a bad day.
I like me with you.
10:26 AM