12th of may
morning start off with p.e.
it was fun man. we were given the
pedometre. oh gosh, how i wish the fun
will never stop.
then got home econ.
was really pissed by mrs ruth wong, and some
of my classmates. nvm.
then was maths...it was so sucks.
i got 32/60. it was such a dissapointment for me.
from A1 drop to C6. how hurtful?
and there was scoldings or should i say its a lecture.
he say as if i didn't study.
he did not see the hard work i put in.
it's just that...
and after he teach me, my class test didn't pass a single one.
all failed. he is a bad teacher? i am a bad student?
some of my classmates are studying real hard.
but they still fail, they should be praised because
they tried their best.
mr tan don't undertstand how we feels.
home now.
as expected, scoldings from my mother.
i really tried my best for maths..is just that the paper is hard.
cant' she understand?
it thought that i should have some encouragements,
praising, for the hard work,effort that i put in.
i really tried my best, i really did. can you believe me?
and one more thing.
i think i am going to like you soon.
i used to hate you in the past for making me,
but now, it seems that my hatred for you is gone.
today sucks.
tomorrow getting back three papers.
i am scared. and there is choir tomorrow.
i really don't feel like going.
i am afraid that i wil let off my temper at someone.
if i will tomorrow, i will tell you sorry first.
how i wish he will be there encouraging me...
I like me with you.
4:56 PM