my CA results:
chinese-60.4
maths-48.2
english-69.6
science-45.5
history-46.5
art-69
home econ-70.8
overall percentage-58.6
its all scolding and scolding from my parents.
they say i never pay attention in class,
never study hard.
its all my fault practically.
can't they spare a thought for me?
they think i don't have enough stress?
i thought there would be some encouragements.
why? is it a disgrace to you?
you think i am happy?
at least i improved right? nvm.
your will never understand me at all.
i really had enough of your scoldings.
give me a break.
do your know how irritating it was to have your
nagging the whole day?
brother using computer on weekdays.
why can't i? i use on weekdays i will get scolded.
brother use nothing happen.
plates all those stuff, i do. brother don't need to do.
he use computer, i still doing those stuff.
can i have some rest? my arms and legs are like aching.
doing,doing,and doing. i feel so fuck up lah.
i am not being defiance or what, but i want to yell your
that what you have done, really hurt me a lot.
you always give unknowingly stress.
your don't even know!
the blame is always on me.
I like me with you.
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