thinking about yesterday...
i quarelled with my bro and father.
it's like my brother took my boster,
i ask him to return, he wouldn't.
then we started fighting.
then father scold say that i am a( wang ba dan)
something like bastard.
i was damn fucking angry lah.
i became so vulgar..was the infuence from parents.
he take my things..i take back, my fault.
see..
my brother do bad things, i take the blame.
again and again..it repeats it history over and over again.
i told myself that if this happens again,
i would scold him FOR SURE.
i also have my respects!
I HATE YOU KOR!
i told my parents about all the things that my
bro bullied me like for so many things.
my father was like..don't ask me..i dunnoe.
it was so obvious that he doesn't want to help me..
i was like telling him:
suan le..ni yong yuan bang kor kor,
jiu suan wo suo shen me ye mei you yong.
and i slammed the door.
of course, my bro EVERYDAY scolds me vulgar
luanguage.
he doesn't even gives me the basic manners..respect.
i really had enough of this.
he eat already..i wash plates for him.
he can use com..i cannot.
he no need to do household chores..i need.
he no need to make his bed everyday..i need.
when he do something wrong..i take the blame.
is like..WDH.
i am also a human being..
i would be so happy if they would treat me like
a normal person.
no matter what i say,
i know that they won't listen to me.
it won't change a single thing.
it was meant to be.
I like me with you.
4:49 PM