i am freaking bored..
what to do?? can't go out.
yesterday's performance is great.
it's like nice can.
i was the first to walk in and the last to walk out.
i was freaking scared.
i am quite upset now.
thinking of what she said.
i was really quite disappointed.
i trusted her so much,
yet she still betrayed me.
have i done wrong to her??
i thought that she was a nice person.
in the end..it turned out to be like that.
just what's her fucking problem?
i just hate the feeling of being betrayed.
it's terrible. it's freaky. it's saddening.
i can't blame her for being like that.
it's not her fault actually.
it's actually..
my fault for trusting her.
my fault for knowing her.
it's all my fault.
why are tears dripping down my face now?
i don't know why it turned out to be like that.
maybe she will feel good hurting me i guess.
problems, problems, problems.
i have been through this so many times
already, i will make it through also this time.
laimin, you will make it through.
I like me with you.
6:26 PM