okay, i am like sick now.
luckily there's no piano lesson today.
i was told to buy lunch for my mother.
and she scolded me for buying her the wrong food.
i am sick, yet i still went to buy lunch for her.
and was scolded.
i was really angry.
everytime when me and my brother are told to
buy food for my mother.
nobody dared to buy for her.
cause we will get scolded in the end.
to my mother:
it's not that i don't want to respect you,
it's just that if you want people to respect you,
you ought to respect people first.
YOU ARE ALWAYS SO SELFISH.
YOU ALWAYS BLAME ME.
i really want to talk back to you.
and i know that you will use a cane to settle.
well, i really had enough of you.
i don't know how long can i hold on in this family.
with everyone biased to my brother,
with my mother treating me like that.
i feel as if i am not loved.
I like me with you.
1:10 PM