okay, samantha's grandamother is gone.
actually intended to visit her during mooncake
festival, but she passed away already.
yesterday was the burning of the body.
i heard that a lot of people cry when the music
and the coffin is pushed in.
i didn't went.
cause i know i can't control my emotions.
it will take me some time to get over it.
i learnt that you will cherish something only
when the thing is gone.
i finally know to cherish things after this incident
recently, i was blamed by almost half of the girls in my class.
i was saddened. it's like what have i done wrong?
can't they listen to what i say?
when things happen, it's my fault, it's always my fault.
they don't even have the trust in me?
then how the hell do we communicate?
parents blaming me for what i have done.
not my brother's fault.
yesterday i was supposedly asked to call my brother to come back home.
he scolded my saying don'tisturb lah.
i hanged the phone and said:
if not mummy ask me to call you, i don't even want to call you.
i just don't know what's wrong with me.
i really had enough of the nonsense.
what is your fucking problems?
I like me with you.
12:49 PM