Happy birthday to pui yee and kai xuan(:
your already 15 already wor..good for your, i still need to wait
like 10 months? i can't wait for my b'dae to come.
i felt like guilty because i never buy present for them. sorry.
i hate the ss teacher. sickening.
act only, say give us break, in the end never give break. liar lor.
she go super fast. today using two periods, my class finished
" learning " chapter 1. what the fish...she skipped like 15 pages??
she ask my class to copy, say give 1 minute, in the end like
give few seconds only. i only copied two line of the slide..):
super pissed off with her.
after school went to eat lunch with lisa, eileen and jane.
then went second floor locker there find hazel and tashka,
after awhile eileen and lisa came. eileen helped me with maths,
thank you(:
stayed with them after 7 then went back home.
and and i bought i no.1 tee and 1 skirt.
tmr got dnt untill 3.40. sian.
i now rushing through my work.
i wanted to ask my brother for help.
he say my chinese weird weird de, then he change for me..
then we sing songs, he want to prove that he know the lyrics
better than me..whatever.-.-
then what he help me half way, go his friend house do cake,
at first mummy don't allowm, then i bang ta jiang hao hua.
he can go finally. i help him lor(:
i don't know why i keep thinking this way.
he seems to be closer to you than me, it makes me think that you are stealing
him away from me. he is mine right from the beginning, yet you took him away.
at first i want him back, but after thinking, i think that i don't want him.
i don't need him. he seems to be bias to you.
well, you can have him.
i don't care about it anymore.
just don't hurt me anymore, i am feeling miserable,d i can't take it anymore.
i guess he doesn't know that i am avoiding him in that period of time. or maybe he does.
cause he doesn't care about me anymore.
maybe giving in to you will make my life easier.
from today onwards, i don't need him anymore.
i am going to be independent. i don't need him.
you know what?
after 3 years, i just realised that i am a fool, i am just an outsider.
i shouldn't even have...
i am just going to handle this on my own.
ytd had profecieny test. i think i border line past.
i think i won't get in.
if i didn't get in, i think i am going to cry on the spot.
i am so scared. ):
I like me with you.
10:21 PM