i am pisssed now, but there's nothing i can do.
but just more and more scoldings from my mum.
i know you will forever side my bro, so i don't expect much from you.
yea, i know, my fault again right?
nomatter what i do, i just can't satisfact you right.
i already sacrifised myself silently, and yet you still blamed me.
this will perhaps last forever? hah..i guess so.
everytime you scold me, it just hurts in my hearts.
sometimes i just feel like giving up, i hope that i can don't care everything.
but i can't.
tmr is the beginning day for term 2.
i am scared. scared that something will happen.
sitting there is me alone.
the things you do is just too much.
i hate you. i don't want to see you.
you treat her like gold and treasure, you give your best for her.
but there was nothing for me.
i was waiting there, waiting for your attention, waiting for you.
so, what am i to you?
i am just a nobody to you, right?
since you don't care for me,
i don't see why i should care for you.
for the last time i say,
i am not jealous, bitch.
don't be arrogant that he treats you like gold.
i am not jealous.
it's really no big deal.
yea..no big deal..right.
I like me with you.
7:17 PM