ytd:
ytd was the last day of AEM course, like finally.
trained back to bishan with suen, felicia, jovi and friends.
a really thank you to jovi, moses, and jit fen for ytd.
esp jovi, i saw what you did! i am not jealous:D
hahah. we ate dinner at s-11.
no, everyone ate except me cause i no appetite.
then saw hazel and monkey.
then smthing happened.
i couldn't hold back my tears,
maybe it's because i over reacted with what i saw that really hurt me??
yea, at that time, i felt as though i can't breathe.
i couldn't stop crying..i couldn't control my emotions.
i embarrassed myself infront of felicia and moses they all.
esp infront of him, crying infront of him..:(
thanks for your concern people, really appreciate it.
then, i even did smthing that really hurt me,
to make THEM feel better.
well, ytd is really a bad day for me.
it's the worse day of my lfie.
that hurt is extreme that i can't even stop crying.
why? why? why did i have to see that?
i can't avoid it..i have to face it one day.
suen, what if i see them again next time?
i don't know what to do.
i don't know how will i react.
i don't know what will happen.
i am really afraid.
you, the thought of you brightens up my day.
it definitely will lift up my spirits.
just looking at you makes me feel better.
forget it. i really should stop thinking about it.
even if it happens again, there is nothing i can do.
i will leave everything into god's hands.
let me off, will you?
I like me with you.
8:08 PM